lazy

I'm LAZY
I'm really LAZY
I'm really really LAZY

Exam is kinda near and somehow I don't think it's affecting me...
I need motivation...

Sorry for wasting your 30 second to read this.

Lesson of the day

Do NOT wear croc to collage on a rainy day...
Although it's better than wearing shoes BUT
Everyone can hear that you are walking especially when you are in the library.

love

Have you ever been in love?

Horrible isn't it?

It makes you so vulnerable.

It opens your chest

and it opens up your heart

and it means that someone can get inside you

and mess you up.

You build up all these defenses,

you build up a whole suit of armor,

so that nothing can hurt you,

then one stupid person,

no different from any other stupid person,

wanders into your stupid life...

You give them a piece of you.

They didn't ask for it.

They did something dumb one day,

like smile at you,

and then your life isn't your own anymore.

Love takes hostages.

It gets inside you.

It eats you out

and leaves you crying in the darkness,

so simple a phrase like

'maybe we should be just friends'

turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.

It hurts.

Not just in the imagination.

Not just in the mind.

It's a soul-hurt,

a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

I hate love.

~Neil Gaiman~